Sunday, October 1, 2017

Post #692: Neutral Milk Hotel - "In the Aeroplane Over the Sea" - In the Aeroplane Over the Sea

So this song has been appearing quite frequently on one of my Pandora stations, and it's a catchy little tune that sticks with me throughout most of the day. I was quite curious to figure out who the "Anna" was in the lyrics, so I took a minute to hop on over to Wikipedia and discovered it was the last "Anna" that I would have probably ever guessed:

"And I was walking around wondering, would everything make more sense to me if I knew the history of the world, or would I just lose my mind? I came to the conclusion I'd probably just lose my mind. Next day I walked into a bookstore, and there was The Diary of Anne Frank. I'd never given it any thought before. Then I spent two days reading it and completely flipped out... spent about three days crying... it stuck with me for a long, long time... A lot of the songs on this record are about Anne Frank... While I was reading the book, she was completely alive to me. I pretty much knew what was going to happen. But that's the thing: you love people because you know their story. You have sympathy for people even when they do stupid things because you know where they're coming from, you understand where they're at in their head. So here I am as deep as you can go in someone's head, in some ways deeper than you can go with someone you know in the flesh. And then at the end, she gets disposed of like a piece of trash. I would go to bed every night and have dreams about having a time machine, having the ability to move through time and space freely, and save Anne Frank. Do you think that's embarrassing?"

I know I've mentioned this a time or two already in other posts, but I taught junior high literature for nine (9) years before becoming a paralegal.  One of the pieces that I taught to my 7th graders was The Diary of Anne Frank.  It was so interesting to me to see how much the students connected with Anne, even the boys, and how heartbreaking it was for them to learn of her ultimate fate.

Sometimes my heart tells me that I should return to teaching.  It was such hard work with such crummy pay, but the rewards came in the form of watching their young minds and views grow and develop as a result of being introduced to pivotal figures like Anne.  I know I've hit a rough patch in my current career, so I'm most likely allowing my mind to create these fantastically positive memories of teaching that falsely outweigh all of the negatives.  However, I am also not going to discount the idea that the Universe might be gently nudging me back in that direction.  I will keep an open mind and heart.

Before I leave you today, I just want to share with you the one of the most moving quotes from sweet, little Anne... one that makes me admire her strength and character like no other:


I found a video on YouTube that has today's song over a backdrop of photos of Anne and her family... hope you enjoy it as much as I did!!

Until next time...

XOXOXO
Anastasia



What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all round the sun
What a beautiful dream
That could flash on the screen
In a blink of an eye and be gone from me
Soft and sweet
Let me hold it close and keep it here with me

And one day we will die
And our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea
But for now we are young
Let us lay in the sun
And count every beautiful thing we can see
Love to be
In the arms of all I'm keeping here with me

What a curious life
We have found here tonight
There is music that sounds from the street
There are lights in the clouds
Anna's ghost all around
Hear her voice as it's rolling and ringing through me
Soft and sweet
How the notes all bend and reach above the trees

Oh how I remember you
How I would push my fingers through
Your mouth to make those muscles move
That made your voice so smooth and sweet
But now we keep where we don't know
All secrets sleep in winter clothes
With one you loved so long ago
Now he don't even know his name

What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all round the sun
And when we meet on a cloud
I'll be laughing out loud
I'll be laughing with everyone I see
Can't believe how strange it is to be anything at all

1 comment:

  1. What amazing things we can discover when we don't write the story of what we think we see, rather investigate what is.

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