Sunday, October 21, 2018

Post #711: The Alarm - "Rescue Me" - Eye of the Hurricane


Like many other young girls, I grew up in the mystical land of fairy tales, always wondering when my knight in shining armor was on his way to rescue me.

My childhood was a rough one and was less than ideal, and I just knew that if I could find "the one" who would swoop me up and take me away from all the turmoil and chaos, I would finally live happily ever after.

"The one" never seemed to arrive, and I spent most of my 20s and 30s rescuing my significant others from their hardships and woes.  Suddenly, I just stopped.  I finally came to terms with the fact that it was time to rescue myself.

I found my own castle in the form of a three-story townhouse in the part of Dallas where I had always wanted to live with the most lovely and serene lake as my backyard.  I created my own riches in the form of financial security with 6 months of expenses stashed away in a savings account and 2 retirement accounts to boot.  I went on my own adventures in the form of solo road trips and weekends without any plans so that I could wake up and let the day take me where it wanted.  I am in the process of living my happily ever after and writing my own magnificent fairy tale.

So what if it doesn't mirror the same old tired tale I heard over and over again as a youngster!!!  Mine is even more perfect from my perspective, and I thank all the powers that be day-in and day-out for the beautiful, magical, simple and spectacular life that I get to live.

Before I leave you for today, I will share with you a memory that I have of a wishing fountain.  The optometrist's office that my mother took me to when I was very young had a fountain in the center that, over time, became full of pennies and what I assume were lots and lots of wishes.  One of the last wishes that I ever made in that fountain must have been when I was around 12 or 13-years-old.  I wished for a life that would never be boring and one that would not look like everyone else's... So who says wishes never come true??????

Today I dedicate this to all the women out there who were once young girls with fairy tale visions in their dreams --- Please, please, please rescue yourself if that's what you need.  Quit waiting around for someone else to do it for you.  Write your own fairy tale and fill it with as much magic and adventure as you need because you are more than worth it!!!

Until next time...

XOXOXO
Anastasia


A renegade
Rides a run away train
To liberate
Tear these bonds asunder
A fugitive
Running from a chain gang
Comfort me
Grant me absolution
Running all my life
Running all my day
Running through the night
Seems like forever
Take me now
I'm so tired
Take me now
This time, forever
RESCUE ME
I'm on the run like a refugee
RESCUE ME
Oh come on rescue me
I'm destitute
I'm looking for protection
I want love
And physical asylum
A vagabond
Running from destruction
Cover me
While I seek defection
Running all my life
Running all my day
Running through the night
Seems like forever
Take me now
I'm so tired
Take me now
This time, forever
RESCUE ME
I'm on the run like a refugee
RESCUE ME
I believe you can rescue me
Running all my life
Running all my day
Running through the night
Seems like forever
Take me now
I'm so tired
Take me now
This time, forever
RESCUE ME
On the run like a refugee
RESCUE ME
Oh come on rescue me
RESCUE ME
Got to run like a refugee
RESCUE ME
I believe you can rescue me
RESCUE ME
Come on, come on, come on, come on

Sunday, October 7, 2018

Post #710: Blue October - "Calling You" - History for Sale

**Warning**Warning** --- Today's song will get stuck in your head, and you'll be humming it for the rest of the day... but it's so amazing that I'd be surprised if you weren't thanking me for it later!!! --- **Warning**Warning**


So I was cleaning up my blog yesterday... figuring out what videos need to be updated and whatnot... when I realized that I have been posting since 2012... which means how many Octobers have passed without me posting about Blue October?!?!?  What a complete shame!!!

Anyway, Blue October hails from my great state of Texas, and they'll actually be passing through DFW in a few weeks... on Saturday, October 20th, to be exact!

I'll be honest when I admit that I only really got into this song and another one of their hits called "Hate Me" (which I'll post below the lyrics); however, I do appreciate the fact that the lead singer has been very open about his struggles with addiction and that he translated his experience, strength, and hope into some amazing lyrics!!

And speaking of bands passing through DFW, I am completely blown away by some of the bands that have been showing up on my Pandora feed: Snow Patrol on 10/27; Simple Minds on 11/03; Cat Power on 11/29; Gin Blossoms on 12/07; Brian Setzer Orchestra on 12/10... and these are just the ones that I'm seriously considering attending!! There are a whole slew of others that I might attend, as well!!

Hope everyone is well and enjoying what has always been my favorite month of the year, sometimes lovingly known as Rocktober!!!

Until next time...

XOXOXO
Anastasia



There's something that I can't quite explain
I'm so in love with you
You'll never take that away
And if I've said a hundred times before
Expect a thousand more
You'll never take that away
So expect me to be
Calling you to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me"
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make a smile
Well I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you're dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
I thought that the world had lost it's sway
(It's so hard sometimes)
Then I fell in love with you
(Then came you)
And you took that away
(It's not so difficult
The world is not so difficult)
You take away the old
Show me the new
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you
So while I'm on this phone
A hundred miles from home
I'll take the words you gave me and send them back to you
I only want to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me"
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make a smile
Well I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping are you're dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
Well I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping are you're dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
Well I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping are you're dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
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Oh oh oh oh
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